a promise, and we can expect to know God in our earthly lifetime. In the final vow ceremony we chant, “Accept me, O Lord, according to thy Word and I shall live, and let me not be confounded in my expectations.”29 We expect the mystical relationship with God through Christ Jesus in this lifetime. I find more and more that this is not limited to nuns but available to men and women of all walks of life. Our heritage is a realization of our life with God, as if we were lovers. If one enters this fourth
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